Tomorrow evening, I will have my first of three rehearsals with (what I am sure will be) the lovely Unley Symphony Orchestra. I wish I could say I am purely excited about this, but I am mostly nervous. I've never taken a small ensemble before, let alone a full orchestra! I may not even come up with footage worthy to send in as my Masters audition.
As I'm writing this post, my baton and scores sit on my desk, untouched for over a week.
A week.
I can't believe I've had an extra week to prepare for my first time conducting a real orchestra and I've squandered it through general laziness...
Starting to question whether I really want this or even if I deserve it.
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